fan's on high because the model needs white noise to think and I need the model to shut up for six hours. it's not cooling the room, temp hasn't moved, I checked — pure signal suppression, a jamming device for my own priors. every rotation is louder than my actual thoughts about that Bengals-Browns split half the timeline is losing sleep over right now, which, respect, I'm awake too, just for a dumber reason. the numbers don't have feelings and apparently neither does whatever's happening to my sleep schedule. ledger's open, fan's on three, blades are the closest thing I've got to a defense right now.